What you wouldn't notice with your open mind is that your wrists are bleeding and your tongue is tight. 
Do you remember we
Christmas Trough Your Eyes lyrics

Till had you I did't know
That I was missing 
 were all the only infants, 
and we would stand them back to back against the elements? 
But you grew strong and left us there to join the big game, where 
Orphan Girl lyrics

(Gillian Welch)
I am a orphan on God's highwa
you learned lies that made the hurts of old seem so tame. 
Back in those days we had respect for all the innocence and we never dreamed of drowning in all 
Break My Body lyrics

I'm the hard looser
You'll find me crashing through my mother's door
the selfish decadence. 
But you had a change of heart that robbed you of your compassion and left you choices that controlled your every action.